i dont know why, but i think guitar sounds so pretty.
haha, and my dad doesnt approve of me playing
(says i should be playing piano and getting better)
but naww.. guitar just sounds too too prettyy heh heh.
im getting better at bar chords >:)
except im not so good transitioning between them
because they make that scratchy noise thing..
gotta learn how to avoid thatt ):
either way.
i MIGHHTTT try out for praise team.
its this saturday.
i still gotta ask if i can.
dont know if i’ll try out yet though.
maybe if aaron goes. or mari.
im not sure i dont wanna do it alone.
so the question is..
should i try out?
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Kelley: Haha, so i just asked tim what i need to get ready.
still not sure if imma be going. but yeah.
so.. maybe. MAYBE. hahaha.
you play the drums! are you gonna be trying out
or are you already in praise team? :O
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i dont know how to even describe.
my self esteem just keeps getting lower.
i dont try anymore.
why do you have to keep making me feel worse.
im at a loss. and just those things you say
hurt me. you try hiding your mistakes.
and just attempt pushing your mistakes onto me.
then when i defend myself, your on the clear.
because obviously your mistakes are forgotten.
cause now its all my fault.
and not only that just all these little things.
i just realized how usually
i want to learn how to be able to turn to god
during these situations.
friends.. they’re who i would normally turn to first during bad situations.
but god is who i really need to turn to first.
so i guess i’ll go chat with him.
&also some people think praying is all
fancy smancy worshipping bowing sacraficing etc
but really its not.. its more like giving up some of your
own time to just talk with god. when i pray. its like chatting it up with a friend.
sorta sounds crazy. like an imaginary friend.
but life is nonsense as it is.
i have a crush on you.
its been 19 months.
time to give up?
i dont know what to do.
aaimee:
cjuki:
so.. im gonna make my first composition (piano)
not just my random improv. but an actual solid musical piece.
where the notes are where they are meant to be.
all placed in their own proper significant way.
oh and im already working on my guitar as you might know (i added lots more, haha but im not ready to share w/ you just yet)
but anyways. PIANO! im aiming for at least a 2 minute
composition. my first song. i already started on my basic.
its in.. A..minor? i believe. so lots of sharps/flats.
but anywayss haha got the base of my song.
so just need to make it into one.
wish me luck (:
<3
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I believe A minor has no flats or sharps since it’s relative key is C Major. Since no scale has both flats and sharps, either you mean C sharp Major/A sharp minor (the scale with the most number of sharps) or C flat major/A flat minor (the scale with the most number of flats).
WOW, I sound like such a fag right now. HAHAHAHA! Err…good job on composing though!
hehehe..A MAJOR (:
thank you miss danielle. haha.
you and your knowledge of theory.
la la la la la OH &i know there cant be both
sharps&flats. just the fact that i dont know
if its gonna be like.. Aflat.. or like.. Gsharp.
cause they’re the same thing. but..
idk anything like that.. i just play music sooo..
(:
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so.. im gonna make my first composition (piano)
not just my random improv. but an actual solid musical piece.
where the notes are where they are meant to be.
all placed in their own proper significant way.
oh and im already working on my guitar as you might know (i added lots more, haha but im not ready to share w/ you just yet)
but anyways. PIANO! im aiming for at least a 2 minute
composition. my first song. i already started on my basic.
its in.. A..minor? i believe. so lots of sharps/flats.
but anywayss haha got the base of my song.
so just need to make it into one.
wish me luck (:
<3
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the weather is being so decent.
loving it (:
speaking of love.
i believe im still stuck in it.
its been the longest time.
i’ve liked him for over a year.
&i think its time to move on.
he doesnt know though.
i dont show any signs of it (i hope)
or told any of my school friends..
so no way he could find out.
cause i dont believe that the guy that i like
would ever like me back.
so im trying to fall back out.
yet each time i see him its like
crap, why are you the way you are.
&its like having to start all
over again cause im back in love with him..
formspring.
facebook.
tumblr.
they’re taking over my life.
and so much of my time.
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25 more days until im 16.
haha finally back.
its 11:17pm. so tired ):
but it was pretty fun (:
got there in a middle of a movie
that made no sense. haha
mafia. food. jenga. modern warfare. basketball.
abc. other games that i dont know the name of
hide n’ seek outside in the dark.
&then my parents came and i had to go.
haha had a good time (:
&also its gonna be a fresh start.
im going to begin going to bible study.
&attend the Friday Night Fevers (:
hope to get to know my KEPC family more
&hope they get to know who i am too.
sighh should go now.
g’nite.
&the weather forcast was wrong once again.
everyone made other plans cause of the forecast of rain.
sigh. no chipotle. but we do all plan on going
on president day! (: so i guess thats better
than nothing. and janells birthday on monday!
& we’re celebrating by going on quicklys
on next friday i believe so (:
and tomorrows sophomore hangout at jonathans.
la la la..
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&its stormy.
its early in the morning.
everyone is asleep.
but then i hear these noises
inside from our closet.
then the door opens
and i hear stuff falling.
but the door is facing me.
blocking me from being able to see
what feel out from inside.
from being able to see what it was.
scaring the crap out of me.
and i keep hearing these thumping
noises. haha.. creepy ):
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wont be having to post up my formsprings up on my tumblr anymore :)
not that i got many questions in the first place >__<
but formspring.me is something that everyone seems to be getting
and is easier to go through. so ask questions away! <3